Sometimes i wish that i could have someone just like me, someone who would come outside, and just stare at the stars with me, not need anything else, but to be amazed by their beauty. No one i know lets that kindve stuff deep down into their soul to touch their hearts and make them feel complete. Nobody understands me, they all think they do, they all think they have me completely figured out, but no, they dont, not a single person in the entire world has me figured out. Right now im grounded for three boring months, and i have nothing to do, i'm never happy, everything in the world is always going wrong, but every night i can just look up at the stars, and just feel like i belong in the world for a minute, i actualli feel like i'm accepted, until i realize, that its all just in my head, people dont accept me, and they never will, i'm different, and i'm not proud of it, yes i'm dating a guy plenty older than me, yes i'm a very loud person, yes i'm talkative and i like to meet new people, but y cant people just accept that? i mean, its not that weird is it? if im loud, they shouldnt care, i mean, cummon, its highschool, its loud everywhere, if i talk alot and like to make friends, they should actualli be my friend instead of just either calling me hott or pushing me away straight up, and if im dating a guy older than me, then that should be my business, and not theirs, even my best friend wont stay outve it, i mean, her of all people u think would atleast accept it because i'm happy, but no, she just tries to ruin my life and make everything a living hell, i mean, i want things to be just my business, but then again, its highschool...nothings realli our own business is it... -Starry Eyes