Me and my boyfriend broke up for 5 days then got back together. we broke up because he told me he was gonna prove how much he loved me by not drinking the whoel break while i was gone, but he did drink...and he did too much coke, which he PROMISED me he would stop. he kept saying he didnt cheat on me, but at one point it slipped out "well..im pretty sure i didnt cheat on u" he's cheated on every girlfriend hes ever had, so obviously he did. i got back together with him cuz it seemed like he started to mature. he "quit smoking", started opening car doors for me, "stopped lying to me" well, now that i took him back, he's still smoking, only more secretively now, and he lied to me about meeting up with some girl who everyone says hes been fucking. i guess it's my fault, i mean i like him so much that i'm too retarded to realize how happy i'd be without him. and the truth is i dont even like him, i like who i think he is and i think hes becomming, in my eyes he was "matthew g, the sweet boyfriend who seems like hes trying to give up the world for his girlfriend" now highlight the word seems. reality check--he's just the person everyone tells me he is. matt gaffney, the cheating, lying, scandelous drug-addict boyfriend. I am stupid. I should start listening to the rest of the world. ps. orange kittens are cute