Hey, i havent had the internet in a while cuz i moved n stuff so now i'll be writing more often, anywayz to fill u in...well first of all, i am officially the worst person in the world, i left my boyfriend cuz im inlove with my best friends ex...i know it sounds bad but like you cant blame me for having feelings!! i cant control it!! He said he liked me too n stuff but then hes a lil bit of a playa, and like he touches alota girls n stuff n like he relli seems like hes into this other girl. I dunno...he's going to a party this weekend n shes gonna be there n theres gonna be drinking n stuff so....i guess ive kinda been airbrushed outta the picture eh? i dont know wuts going to happen, this guys so unpredictable, thats why i like him though, i hate being in the same old dull boring routine all the time n hes just so amazingly fun and unpredictable....a few weekz ago we were walkin around late at night n i turned over to him n said "did you know that if u pick any star in the sky, ur soul mate will pick the exact same one." and then i made him pick one and he picked the exact one i was lookin at!! i didnt tell him that though, i still dunno bout him i mean he doesnt want a gf, and i dont wanna ruin our friendship cuz weve been friends for a few years and if we go out im almost certain he'd cheat on me but i just like him so much! anywayz, im done all my telling and complaining, if u read all that, sorri if i waisted ur time :P lol. anywayz, peace. -Starry Eyes