I've been sick since... friday. it's wednesday. and by sick I mean a fever. 102 degrees. yes. I feel horrible.. better than I was feeling but still horrible. I thought I was going to pass out in class today. I have to write a paper for tomorrow. alexis stood me up for dinner saturday. I'm not sure how that works or why or anything but it happened. my head wants to explode. I just want to eat everything in the world. and drink orange juice. I'm so done with school its not even funny.... after this week I have 2 full weeks and a day of classes.. then a week off and 2 finals. alright. I mean, i just need to power through. somehow. I really need to get this fucking room subletted. I'm getting really nervous and agitated and grumpy. ugh. It doesn't matter how long I just spent with him.. doesn't matter that I was sick.. I still hate hate hate sleeping without him. It's horrible.