I've got this killer headache.. and well, I'm rather tired of it. I'm rather tired in a general sense. so much to doo, not enough time to get it done. I don't want to nap so that I might go to bed at a decent hour this evening.. or go sleep with ben forever. we had play time for a while and just kinda layed there and laughed and he acted dumb like usual and I pretended to be mad and blah blah. H e is going to work on the scarb. house tonight but I might see him after. I'm so tired ahhh. really, I'm quite happy. a little overwhelmed and stressed now, but happy. I'm really only happy when I am busy soo bahhh. ahhh.