sooo much going through my head. gahh I want to write.. like hardcore emotions. not emo but emotions are all gay. I want jesse, and I don't know why. I hate it. I love chase but nothing more that a close friend. gaaah. and this Joe kid?.. hes so horny.. and he doesnt know me, but somehow he does. He makes me smile, but its because he doesn't know me and he still succeeds to make me feel good. I hate being complimented, yet sincerity makes me feel good. mike has layed off finally. which is goood, he can do what ever from a far. he is much more appealing not so close. caseys writing attempt. a proven fact loving to hate wanting the un-obtainable. my hands through my hair. repeating. I don't want you Bliss is a joke malcontent is truth truth always so painful not you or anyone could take that away the only thing I really know unhappiness. go figure. why take it away why make it worse contemplate the resutlts with hold you from doing it? without concern for myself reject the invitation without concern for me I tell you to move on I commend your persistance dispise your ignorance my feelings dont matter but your emotions do from now its your fault I did nothing to cause it pain is my game your just caught up