Ok so I had some quizzes in here but I decided not to put them in here any more because it made my entry all retarded and shiz. any ways today was pretty ok. im going to the singled out show tonight... today i babysat that kid again. and we went down to the river bottom and stuff. ojai is so beautiful. i fucking love ventura. and then after the show tonight mischa & kass are spending the night! hooray for sleep overs!! anyways i better get goin right now. im talking to a bunch of kids on aim so yeah. hey if anyone is ever bored and wants to talk to me then Im me... decadence night. i appreciate the IMs and new friends as long as you arent a weirdo. but if your on my friends list then its all good. hahaha. k well later!! _justine *** Sometimes I wonder what it's like if I was still friends with you. If I would still have the same feelings. Or if you would feel sorry for me and spend Valentine's Day with me. I wonder if you would hug me and hold me when I cried. I sometimes wonder what it would be like if I never met you at all. If I had never talked to you...If you didn't put your number into my phone. I wonder. But then I realize, you're a dick, nothing would be different. I would still be hurt and you'd still be inconsiderate. I think you're only dating her so you can spend Valentines Day with someone because you finally realized that Nobody fucking cares about you.