So I lied. Shit isn't worked out and shit isn't great. Fuck it. I'm sick of being all bummed. I'm determined to leave him alone for awhile. If he wants to talk to me then he can go right ahead and Ill be glad to talk to him, 'cause you know, I miss him & love him and ish. Im also determined to clean my room, rearrange it & do laundry today. I have 6 hours. Haha. The show last night was OK... There wasnt alot of people there but Id played good. Monroe was cool too. Turns out the people who play across the street from me are Mama JoJo, so that was kind of funny. I sorta flipped my lid on the phone with Kody and got all bummed and shit. Same happened last night. Needless to say Im running on two hours of sleep and a can of pepsi. Hooray for sugar highs! Im going to be fucking wrecked tonight. Who the fuck cares, anyways? ♥ Justine