[The Cranberries: How] Last night was really neat. I talked to Nick on the phone for the usual like two hours...I don't know what made it so special, but it just was. It's hard to explain. Before we got off of the phone, I realized that I hadn't even wished him a Happy Valentine's Day. So right before we got off, I just said "Hey, Happy Valentine's Day." He's honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me. I mean it's like...You have to feel it to understand it. The only way to explain it is with cliche phrases and words but those cliche phrases are cliche for a reason...They're right. It's simple but complicated. It's like drinking clouds. I always find myself jealous for no reason. Especially last night, I just freaked OUT. His phone was busy for like an hour straight. I'm so stupid. He always says that if he cheated on me, he'd kill himself for being so stupid. But...Still. A person worries. I guess it's healthy? Hopefully. I just...I don't know. I'm always worrying that I'm not interesting enough or good enough or beautiful enough or smart enough or just a million other things that girls worry about. =Sigh=. Today was alright. I went to school, that was okay. Brooke's boyfriend broke up with her yesterday. I'm going to brutally carve his nuts off. Dave bugs me. I mean he's a nice person and all but he'll sit there and tell me that he likes me and blah blah blah and then he's off pretty much on top of Mandy, his ex-girlfriend. I swear, some people are pathetic for lovin'. I mean, I want love but I don't stoop to acting desperate. It's unattractive. I did 5 push-ups today in PE. I was so proud of myself. You were supposed to do between 15-20 but I'm such a cool rebel like that. I just am no good at push-ups. Never have been. =Shrug= That's just how my body is built. We're cooking in Foods tomorrow. Muffins. SCORE! It was cold today. Kassie, Tyler, and I are supposed to go on a picnic on Saturday. I'm also supposed to go TPing on Friday. I hope it rains Friday night, oh man. That'd be so perfect because then it would be all wet...God, that kid deserves it. I don't think there's anything else... Oh, I went grocery shopping today and I got 5 Sobes, yogurt, whole-wheat bread, 4 redbulls, a rockstar & gummy worms. Sweet. I am such an unhealthy nut. My uncle also took me to Target. He bought the movie "Saw", which I am going to saw tonight, hopefully. My dear uncle also bought me the new Bright Eyes, "I'm Wide Awake It's Morning" CD. Hooraw, a million points for the cool uncle. Love Always, +justine+ ------------------------------------------ My background is my town. That's my coast. Aren't you jealous?? I know. =p. I have an even better picture I could put up but Im definitely too lazy. Anyway school is okay. Im doing all my homework ((a feat unimaginable for me)) and I pay attention in class. I took a shower today and everyone told me I smelt really good. But I always get that. Its the cococabana spray, hahaha. Oh god...I remember this song. Hands down. God, anyway. Some people just annoy the shit out of me. I couldn't quit ripping into this chick Katie Cogburn in German yesterday. She kept trying to talk to this Adrian kid, and she was like, "Why don't you ever talk??" and I just said, "Maybe he doesn't find the need to talk constantly like you do." and she was just like, "Shut up Justine! You're so mean to me!" -_-...Aren't we intelligent? Me and B-Rooke are having a movie night. Score! Annnd we are going TPing on Friday night!! Double score!! I'm so fucking excited. I haven't gone TPing in like.... Two years. Gah. My stomach hurt this morning. I had a Rock Star and a bunch of gummy bears. energy drink+gummy bears=not good anyway i have to get started on my home work...ill talk to you all later. Love +justine+ P.S. - Trivia question: What movie is my header pic from?!