My day was actually pretty good. I woke up around 9, and then my grandma came at around 1. We went to the mall, and I bought: +Pieces [short stories by the same company who published stephen chbosky]-12.95 +a black journal-5.95 +a HUGE vegetarian cookbook!!-2.99 +chai mocha [yum]-4.95 Then we went to Trader Joes and I bought: +citrus body lotion-2.95 +iron pills +protein & vegetable powder +fruit So yeah. Im pretty stoked. All in all it was a good day, I say. Plus there was a tres magnifique guy at cash register in Trader Joe's. He was way nice. And funny. And did I mention cute? Hahaha. Gosh Im in a good mood.x3 Bye!! You Need This More Than I Do Im taking 8 minutes to write this. That's all. After this 8 minutes is up, you're done. This is a huge FUCK YOU, to you from me. FUCK YOU for ignoring me, fuck you for hurting me, fuck you for making me think you're better than I am. FUCK YOU for all the shit you said but never meant, FUCK YOU for all those nights I spent clutching the phone just so I could remember the sound of your voice forever. FUCK YOU for holding me while I cried, telling me I was perfect even when my make-up was smeared all over my face. FUCK YOU for kissing me and knowing that it felt good. FUCK YOU for leading me on. FUCK YOU for taking advantage of my feelings. FUCK YOU for taking advantage of me physically. FUCK YOU for that day at the beach, FUCK YOU for the museums, opening doors and whiping rain off of benches, laughter and smiles, FUCK YOU for saying, "I love it when you laugh. It makes me feel really great inside." FUCK YOU for the years, the tears, the fears, the scars, the bruises, the heartaches and heartbreaks, the broken promises, the time I spent in therapist's offices spilling my guts to over-analystic faggots who can only say, "It's because of your childhood." FUCK YOU for that childhood. FUCK YOU for using me. FUCK YOU for taking advantage of my presence. FUCK YOU for all the time you spent on the phone, FUCK YOU for all the times you kept shit from me when I told you everything, FUCK YOU for telling me flat out you were using me to get to him. FUCK YOU for everything. FUCK YOU for flirting, FUCK YOU for hurting, FUCK YOU for ignoring me, FUCK YOU for trying to make yourself out to be the victim, FUCK YOU for not thinking how I felt, FUCK YOU for begging for forgiveness... Here's a big FUCK YOU to everybody who's EVER fucked with me. Who's hurt me, used me, abused me, torn me apart, kicked me while I was down. FUCK YOU.