calling you out

by adore
Feeling: angelic
well today was ok. :) i just dont feel like writing a whole entry. *..*10 things I bet you didn't know about me*..* 1. I wish I was more attractive 2. I'm afraid of the dark 3. I walk with my head down 4. I don't like the sound of girls talking 5. I think people bitching about how depressed they are is retareded 6. I think alcohol is for people who cant have fun on their own 7. Id never wish death upon anybody 8. I care more for my friends than myself 9. I really like comedy-romance movies 10. I wish I was more intelligent * .*9 things about my friends*.* 1. Chris and Stevie are my best friends 2. Chris is the most caring person Ive ever met 3. Nobody likes Cody Allen but they just act like they do to be nice 4. Even if I dont like James Ill still stand by him no matter what 5. Mischa is the sweetest girl Ive ever known 6. Stevie hates to be mean 7. Brooke is really good at hiding how sad she is 9. Ambee is adorable! *..*8 places you wish you were (not in any order)*..* 1. with nick 2. away from here 3. asleep 4. the beach 5. someplace lovely 6. green valley 7. with nick 8. europe *..*7 regrets you might have*..* 1. trusting people who shouldnt have been trusted 2. apologizing when i shouldnt have 3. hurting people unintentionally 4. caring about people who dont deserve it 5. drinking soda & eating chips 6. having a cellphone 7. having really bad posture *..*6 songs that make you sad*..* 1. "Disarm"-Smashing Pumpkins 2. "Iris"-Goo Goo Dolls 3. "Blurry"-Puddle of Mudd 4. "Broken"-Seether 5. "Hurt"-Nine Inch Nails 6. "Babe Im Gonna Leave You"-Led Zeppelin *..*5 songs that make you happy*..* 1. "Slide"-Goo Goo Dolls 2. "70 times 7"-Brand New 3. "Bowl of Oranges"-Bright Eyes 4. Any Doors song 5. "Afterglow"-Everclear *..*4 things that you want*..* 1. nick to be here 2. world peace 3. way more CD's 4. way more books *..*3 lies you've heard*..* 1. "Its not your fault,"-everybody 2. "I love you,"-past 3. "I really am sorry,"-my father *..*2 things you want to do soon*..* 1. kiss & cuddle 2. do yoga *..*1 reason for breathing*..* 1. feeling infinite
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im sorry that he ignored you .. paul sounds like a really great guy .. yeahh me & jon are great when it comes to being friends cause he tells me stuff that he cant tell his friends & i tell him stuff that no one knows & we listen to eachother perfectly .. and we make great friends. but thats all. im still like head over heels for jon. but there was this one kid. Jason who loved me & still does love me & we went out and it didnt work--
and im thinking now to give him another chance because I really care about him & me & jon are deffinetly not going anywhere. that sounds like what I did with my bestfriend jaimie .. it turned out that she like jason & i let them go out and in turn he didnt wanna go out with her & he regret it. aww paul & you & crying .. sadness .. & he doesnt wanna be more than just friends with you or is it the other way around? from what you told me-
paul seems like he's really into you.when you and paul went to the beach & the musem was that before or after you guys stopped talking?. im thinking i can get over jon if i want to i just dont want to but I know one day ill have to. im thinking about going back out with jason because he is a great guy. idk im still undecided. thanks for the help love♥
umm well since no phone action ill just write you what happened yesterday i met a gay emo dude and he gave me his number and i was like ooooooooo.kkkkkkkk. and i didnt call partly because im grounded and partly because im not gay then me and matt played commando in gottschalks
[Anonymous]
yeah, my other friend said today that it was an independent film company that picked it up. she didn't know which one though. i'm glad that they're doing that.