I wish I didn't hate myself all the time. And feel so sad. I feel all empty. And emotionless, kinda. People make me sad, I guess that's all. Maybe I should just try to forget about everybody. All the stupid guys. And then I can just focus all of my emotions on.... UGH I DON'T KNOW. I don't know who. I just know I'm not happy with myself right now. I wanted to jump off my roof earlier whilst looking at it and thinking about how I'm never gonna kiss anyone there. No reason, yet again. By god it was windy outside too. I'm so dumb. Bye.