Forget about the entry I made this morning. I'm in a bad mood now. It's dumb. Maybe I should go find something productive to do. Like hide out in my room for the rest of the night. My tummy hasn't even growled all day, which is weird since it does growl when I do eat anything, but it doesn't when I don't consume food all day. hah. But the pizza downstairs or whatever is cooking smells so good :/ I hate hate hate myself I hate hate hate my moods I hate hate hate being alone I hate hate hate you sometimes I hate hate hate lying about that. Because I could never never never ever ever ever In a million years hate you. No matter how hard I tried. Oh by the way. I [mentally] put music to the poem/song that I wrote last week &&Lola. It sounds really cool when I hear it in my head. Very Distillers-influenced though. haha. I like the song You Oughtta Know [I think that's what it's called] By Alanis Morisette. I've been listening to it repeatedly. Time for pizza.