Damien, do you still read this? Lemme know if you do. So the boy I was crushing over liked me, and then next thing I know I see him holding hands with some other girl. AND I found out that the two people that are mutual friends with both of us knew about it...and were afraid to tell me...and were keeping it this big secret like they were afraid it would hurt me or something. That's what hurts me. I mean it was pretty shitty finding that out...but whatever. It made me want to cry knowing that they'd rather keep something secret than just being up front and figuring things out. I don't want to be left out in the dark.