Mr. Heritage was tonight. I accidentally invited Nick to go... I didn't think he would. It was dumb. I invited my friend Mike too. [Also a junior..] And he walked to my house beforehand and brought me ice cream cups. And then he walked to the show at the school later on to hang out with me. He's really sweet and I like to hang out with him.. Then Nick showed up...and he tried to make it perfectly clear that Mike couldn't flirt with me. By holding my hand and uhmm...attempting to go up my skirt. Ughh. And then we get home and we're in the living room and my dad's in the room next to us and he's all grabbing me. Knowing I was obviously uncomfortable...And then we were in the kitchen later and he's trying to get me to kiss him and for some reason I just REALLY didn't want to. So I wouldn't. And he was kissing my neck and trying to go up my shirt, and he got up my skirt but not for long.. and then he went and told my brother I was a bitch and was like 'I'M GOING TO GO TO ASHLEIGH'S HOUSE TOMORROW' And so I don't know why But I ran over and then fucking kissed him how he wanted. Wtf. I'm really mad right now. And disappointed in myself. I have a feeling he's gonna rape me. I'm not fucking joking. He tries so fucking hard to get what he wants. And sure I like the attention....but UGH. Not like this. If I fucking tell you I don't want to do something don't get pissed and push on or try to hurt me emotionally. I'm in a really bad mood right now. Used much?