WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING SO MAD AT HIM. I don't like him. I don't care if she likes him. I don't care if he likes her. WHY AM I GETTING MAD??!?! Oh well. He made me want to cry earlier. Trying to tell me how to look and act to make other people like me. I don't need to fucking impress anyone. Maybe that's why nobody likes me. I don't try to impress anyone. I'm not good enough for anyone. Pretty much. Eyes=watering. Whatever. I don't fucking need anyone. I'm lying... I just want to be in your arms. So I don't have to feel bad about myself. When I'm with you I don't care how i look. Or how I act. Because you always seem to make me feel beautiful... :( Sorry. I'm really dumb. I just feel like I need somebody now. And he's trying to tell me that because of Derek I just lost one of my best friends. And I think that that's bullshit. But what if he's right? What if this does fuck up our friendship... I don't know...