So I'm oming the conclusion that Buster just wants to get in my pants. But whatever. I wish guys didn't try to make you feel so special when they're just going to make you feel like a five cent whore in the end anyways. Here's some flowers now show me your tits and we can have fun. How about not. hah. PS he didnt say those exact words but yeah. hah. I'm really horny right now. I talk to Kerry about that stuff more than anybody lmao. I guess cuz she understands a lot of the same crap that I think about/deal with lmfao. I only got horny because somebody said something joking and it made me think of a sexual thing that...oh lord. nevermind I'm done talking about that. But I like to talk sexually with this one guy because it's really funny. He doesn't like me like that so it's all good. It's kinda giving me confidence I think. haha. That's what I need. Some guy just there that I can talk to easily and do things with so I'm not self conscious. Hahah. It's not using the person. Cuz they like it. Duh. I gotta go shower. bye.