My parents ;askjd;fakjfla thats all I can say to describe yesterday and the day before that and forever. Too bad I have to lie in order to be accepted. It'really fucking sad I wrote a lot last night. It was the first time in awhile. I don't know if you'd call them poems or what...but yeah. I was already in a pissed off mood because I'm tired of being treated like I'm nothing by my best friend. It gets old being constantly belittled for the pleasure of others all the god damned time. Oh yeah and then my dad comes and yells at me for no reason after I was already feeling like shit. So I just spent the rest of my night in my room crying, I guess I'm just dumb, ya know? I'm over it I suppose. I ought to stop feeling so sorry for myself sometimes. There are loads of people in the world suffering and they are a hell of a lot stronger than I am at times. It's pathetic. ;kjalksjdflakjfajfa Oops. I wrote the stupidest thing last night about...certain people. And blah. I believe Kori was witih me last night though. I swear I felt it. It was crazy. I miss him. A lot. 45 minutes of class left. What to do, what to do. Nothing. kas;dlkfa;lfjkalkfja Stop eating. hahahahah I wish I had the willpower for that.