So I got this fortune in my fortune cookie tonight at dinner: "Your romantic fantasies are about to come true." So after I read that aloud to my dad I couldn't help but laugh hilariously sarcastically. There's no such thing as romance in my life. I honestly doubt there ever will be. "Nothing's gonna save me now. This is where the heartbreak ends and begins" I love Miss Juliette Lewis. So I carved this really shitty sideayw broken heart into my hand today. It's such a bad job, lmao. I can't believe myself sometimes. And then I wrote BACKSTABBER on my hand above the heart, and it all looks like I carved it into my hand, since the pen was red too. It's cool. The world's gone crazy, but I've got my friennnds. Yet another line from that song. Gosh. I wish I had more than...one or two maybe people that are always going to be there for me... PS There's this person I've for some reason really had the urge to kiss lately. It's really weird. Because I don't like the person, I just want to kiss them. hahhhhhhhhhh. PSS. It's not who you're probably thinking about. So don't worry your head over that. Though I don't mind kissing you either. I don't mind at all :) hah. Okay. I'm feeling really funny. So I'll end this.