Well, it's amazing how much a person can change in a matter of three months. My life has gone upside down and inside out, I swear. I'm currently dating this marvelous girl but I haven't ruled out those previous boys as friends. Even though they basically used me. I wouldn't want to lose their friendships, as awful as that sounds. I've got a voice and I'm learning how to use it. How to stick up for myself, how to take care of myself. I'm looking out for me and it feels really good. I've still got to figure out what I'm going to do with my home situation, though. I don't understand why we just cannot make things work here... =/ I've got no alternative, though.