I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS

by beatmyheartout
Yeah. I'm crying. And I've not felt the urge to do this in quite awhile. No matter how often I thought about it. Dying and self harm never really made much sense. Until just now. I'm a self centered girl. I guess nothing matters then, since I'm too busy just caring about myself. I'm done. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. But I'm just blubbering because I'm a faggot. That'd be pointless to kill myself. There's too much to live for. But I don't care. At the moment I long to die.
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i know where your comeing from i have been there time and time again ... just hang in there things may suck now but trust me they will eventually get better i didn't believe it at first when someone told me that but it is true
yeah i did and it was horrible it got to the point i would do it cause i liked it and at first i did it cause i wanted some one anyone to notice and no one not a single person cared i mean it was obvious i had 36 cuts on my arm and i didn't hide it .. no one cared no one asked if i need to talk or if i was ok i was invisible.. sorry to hear about your friend it's been a year for my friend it still hurt to think about it
hang in there! PLEASE! shit can get bad i know! but dont give up on yourself! PLEASE!!!!!!!!! love ya g2g!