What do I have to lose? A good friend. And feelings that I adore.. But I'm tired of waiting for nothing...aren't I? But I'll let him down. Because I don't think I can be with anyone. But sometimes I feel good with him. But then again he's not the one who can make me stop crying. The one that can make me smile no matter what. No one can ever take that place. It's impossible to live up to. What am I doing....