Man, I am such a jerk, so for Family Home Evening I wanted my family to take to take me to see the Variaty show, they could not and that was ok. So I asked my parents if I could take a date so I would not be alone, so I decided to take Morgan. She was really sweet and stuff, but in the end my ex-girlfriend Barbara showed up, and that was ok, I am friends with her, but when I put my arm around my date Barbara and her friend Emma and Austin walked off, Barbara was crying, I felt so bad, but I did not want to ruin the date for Morgan so I decided to stay, when I got home I felt terrible I wanted to cry, but of course I am insensitive and I did not cry. What I really wanted to run away far from here and just go somewhere where no one knew me and I could not hurt anyone. Tonight I pray for, Barbara