I was onced asked the question Why would someone write in an online diary? I am not sure. I guess there is a comfort that other people know. It is a comfort that others can Know the things that I cannot say. Perhaps my thoughts may help. Maybe you can help me find my way.
So what is it that I would write, I do have emotions and thoughts flying through my head. I feel like a confused mess right now, and I dont think that it is going to get better anytime soon. Worse yet I know exactly what my issue is and I know exactly what is going on and yet somehow I cannot handle it I still say "what if" in my head. I know what I am supposed to do and yet I cannot do it. Mmm... I dont know. Maybe I am all wrong, its been known to happen.
Tonight I pray...
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