I guess that its done. Nothing even happend, its just done. I shouldnt have even got my hopes up. But it does not matter, days come and go whats there to say? My eyes are still dry, maybe my eyes only water when I laugh or yawn. I wish it was said for real. I thought I failed again, it seemed like it for a while, I wasnt so much worried as much anxious for it to just be said. But it was not even said for real, only implied. Unless what I think is completely wrong, I wont count on it, and if I am wrong then I'll be pleasently surprised. If you think it, say it, dont let it build. That sucks.