Two choices. But I procrastinate, I cannot make them yet. One I never see, but will soon. The other I dont understand. Yet odly, I am happy right now. I have my choices but I do not have to make these choices in secret or darkness, they know everything. So there is nothing to fear. But it is frustrating none the less. I should not be questioning I should know. I should be able to choose without question without hesitation. Perhaps this means there is a third choice that is more right then all the others. But I dont want to admit it. I want to live with one of the two others.
Well anywho, now that that encripted nonsense is on there. I got a new camera, its a nice one, an expensive one. all that saveing finally paid off. I am excited, I have used it a lot and plan on using it much more.
I am going to efy, a relgious event during th summer, I had a choice. I go, or I pay for it. Its expensive. I dont know how comftorble I am going to feel there.
I am graduating this weekend, I hope to have a burn my robe party afterwords. that whould be fun.
The forum is great. www.eieiqkghasta.proboards91.com check it out. Its good stuff.
After the summer ends I will have made my decision. And then as she leaves, I will be gone as well, to the land of Arizona I go. I will be living with my sister in Pheonox and away from Utah. It will be a nice change, a nice escape, a nice begining. I hope its all I hope it to be, cause here. I am in Hell.
when words end as will I.
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