I dont know why, but I am feeling better. But then again I do go on random happy then depressed streaks. Its nice to see the sun again, I hate winter, so cold and so gray. Summer will be nice, warm and sunny. Maybe I'll start eating again, sleeping again. But then again maybe not. Life keeps me pre-occupied. So I'll go on and maybe one day it'll end, who knows with me. however it ends for me, the end means peace or happieness.