There was a dance last night. I was surrounded by people. but it felt dead. I felt alone. My heart felt empty. There are so many awsome girls out there, but for some reason I dont feel interested I feel loyal I didnt realize this until last night. My life feels emty. I feel like I am missing something. some part of me. Maybe my heart is gone. Oh I miss her, I didnt realize it till now, but I miss her so much. Tonight I pray for Her.