I Feel worthless. I feel helpless. I cant help the ones I love. I cannot even help myself. I wish I could do better, I cannot I am not. Life is in the shadows I hate myself... i should die. I should leave, I should dissapear, I should change it all, I shouldnt have existed, all I can do is hurt those around, why do I persist? Why do I even try. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I guess I am emo. I deserve pain. Lots and lots of pain, I want everyones pain. GIVE ME YOUR PAIN. I dont want people around to hurt, I'll take it. And so you dont have to watch me suffer I will leave. You dont have to worry about me, I want it, I want to die. Give me your pain, give me your sins, take away my life. It will all soon be over... Worthless, helpless, I turn myself back on right on time to fall into the heat of things. I want to cry. I think I have forgotten how. I wish I could help. There is nothing I can do. I am not good enough, she says I am, but I am not, I cannot make her happy all of the time, I cannot fix the problem, I cant take the pain away. There are so many things that I just cannot do. I want to.... but I cannot. For every cut for every life the one I wish to lose let it all be as it I werent maybe happieness would rein again.