It's not fair... I can't do this because of this. I can't say this because of that. I can't, I can't, I can't. Just to make you fucking happy. What about me? I have to bite my tongue and pretend that I don't feel what I feel. It's not my fault things happened how they happened. It's not my fault things are happening like this now. But I will always be loyal to you. This will never happen. Never.