02:03 A.M.

As averages go, yesterday was a pretty rubbish day. I’ve started throwing up, so I take it the stomach pains are the result of some kind of bug, and my head is pounding because I have a fever. But some rest will fix me up pretty nicely. I can’t get to sleep, my head’s full, I’m feeling downhearted and conflicted and I’ve got no one to talk to, don’t think I really want to talk anyway, how do you talk about something you don’t fully comprehend yourself? Besides, there’s only so many times you can clumsily bring something up before it starts to get on people’s nerves. How can you expect me to believe in something, if everything around me points to the opposite? People always leave.

I used to say I love you, but would it make a difference this time?

Maybe I just need some sleep.

Night

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