Dear Bambi,

Writing this note like you’re unreasonably far away from me, because you are, two metres is unreasonably far to be perfectly honest.

I have absolutely loved the time we’ve spent together in the past month and a half; it was actually kind of perfect, even when it wasn’t. It’s out 55^th week anniversary and I know you’re enjoying yourself with your friends, which is nice, I hope you guys have a good one.

I loved that we stayed up till five last night, and just chatted, I love talking to you, but more than anything, I love the sound of your voice, it makes me feel safe, I think that’s why I find it so easy to fall asleep when you’re on the phone. You soothe me; as long as you’re there, everything is fine.

You’re not here now though, and this double bed is awfully empty, I’ve put a bunch of stuffed animals and cushions down the side, but they won’t put their arm around me, or pull me really close and snuggly and kiss me on the forehead when I’m going to sleep. They won’t squish me against a corner with their bums either…

You know how I feel about you; I tell you every day, you know how much you mean to me. I just thought I’d leave this note for you, just like you did for me.

I love you

You mean absolutely everything to me.

Night baby

-Ana x