Wow, i hate it when this thing dusnt work. I've got other things i wanted to talk about on here...and i wus dying to get it all out, but its 4:46am in the morning, and i just spent the whole night talking on msn, lol and i got lots of stuff out.. jaes sucha smart person, i cant get ovr it.. shes just got this way of seeing things in the most amazing ways, she makes so much snece about evrything she talks about. Shes so amazing, really.. like wow, shes so nice, and i just loved it.. i really realized so much, like wow.. its crazy. im just, soo.. relieved.. cus alot of things got let out. Evn trying to help other people, or just talking about things really helps you.. wow, im not even tired anymore... ive just realized that so many things are taken for granted, so many chances, so many people, so many feelings, and even conversations. U've just really got to try and take nothing for granted.. its hard, but its true. thnx so much Anyways, lol.. i got to go to the stamps game with the bantam football team. The whole team had to sell 50/50 tickets tho.. and we had to go in 2's.. and jake didnt hava partner.. lol so all of the sudden i had to start selling them to.. it wus fun though. Hes sucha funny kid, lol.. theres 2 people who can make me laugh right now, adn i really needed that. There were so many drunks before the game though.. i had to kiss so many peoples tickets:S.. lol and then some old man made me take money from his mouth, and stuff like that.. lol but it wus all fun. We sold so much.. it wus just fun, sumtimes i just need stuff like that.. cus then cooper joined us, and he wus being so nice to me lol.. hes a cool guy lol. and then chad n joel came, and we were all in this big group.. so we went an watched the game lol. it wus just fun, i needed to just.. let go of evrything, n have fun Besides that.. the next day i gotta see maria.. fcuk i love that girl so freaking much. I really miss her, like at school, its wierd how when one person goes..lots can change.. but i wont get into that. Anyways, she hung out with alex n jessie, cus i had soccer..[even tho i cant play right now] lol but i had to go.. so when i got home, we went to phils, n saw adam n kevin too. We stayed there for a while, adn then we went for some long walk into carburn until like 11.. it wus fun, we just gotta talk lots. Then, in the mornign... we had to get up early, and go to these appoinments for my back, lol.. hmm, we tanned, and went n saw some of her friends.. catrina, shawn, graham, n mitch.. there all super nice.. Just one more thing...kay im not sure whos gonna get this, but.. i do.. so much, and its driving me crazy, cus there leaving, and i just.. i do, and they dont belive me.. like.. i dont want to bug them... its just.. i really do, mac.. *yes n another yes*lol kay im out °·XoX·° -chels-