Hmm... my trip wus pretty good. lol i have the wierdest tan lines... theres so many differnt ones, i look likea tiger lol.. its oaky tho. Anyways, about my trip.. the part i really didnt want to experience, wus the best. The familey reunion. WOW... its so retarted because i really didnt wanna go, but i met so much more people this year, and my cousins are so freaking awsome. I get all shy every second year at those things.. and i wus just standing there, behind my dad, eating a snow cone.. lol, when this guy just like tapps me on the shoulder and was like "hey..hows it going!" like he knew me?! but i really had no clue who he wus.. and it hought he thought i wus my older sister, cus everyone always gets us mixed up.. but we kept talking, and he asked who i wus lol.. and he was so awsome. Hes so funny, lol.. his name jordan.. he wus like my friend the whole time there.. hes like 18 though.. but hes so nice to evryone gosh. lol, hes got 5 brothers, and 1 sisters.. and there all so awsome. Umm, we played tuns of football, lol, and volleyball, and this fresh game.. ummm oh n mafia! lol it wus fun.. there were lots of games. umm, we went tubing! lol that was so awsome.. there were a couple of the "cousins" floating down the river together.. and jordan told me some big story about how "poisonous" and dangerous beavers were, lol and i wus scared, lol cus i believed him, which is stupid..cus i know there not.. i wus like right on top of my tube.. cus i didnt wanna let a beaver touch me lol.. i wus like paranoid, which is so stupid.. but he kept telling me there were beavers, and i fell in. lol it wus so cold.. but it wus fun. Umm.. idunno, the rest of my familys pretty fun too i guess.. lol ltos of them pretend to know u lol.. but i love my cousins.. lol i really msis them.. lol im sucha loser, but i do. I just had so much fun with them, and wow..jordan is just the most amazing guy in the world.. we spent so much time together, and he wus just soo nice to me, and idunno..he just cared about everyone. There wus this one night, where i got in this fight with my dad n his wife... and i wus so mad, well not mad.. just sad, and frusturated... its a long story, but it went on forever.. and i finally started crying, and i just dontl iek her even more for it, she runs his life, but im not gonna get into that.. so im walking down the hall to my room at night, and jordans like "hey.are u gonna come downstaris n play mafia" and i said idunno.. and i tryed tos ound like i wusnt crying.. and.. well, we just sat down in the hall, and started talking.. and he gave me this hug, and i just felt so.. idunno how to describe it, it wus just awsome, to know someone cared lol.. i dont like him or anything, gosh.. i know some people say its just a cousin, but its nto like that at all... he wus like a best friend.. cus im never sure if i really have one anymore.. but im not gonna get into that. But after i stopped crying, we ended up playing mafia, and i was mafia every single time.. lol anyways... thats about it. I miss my cousins, they made me happy, lol.. and jornda, i just wish there were more people like him.. i need someone, its wierd.. cus i dont want to be dependent on people to make me happy, i just realized that i am way happier.. when i have someone with me, who actually cares.. lol i just cant wait till the next 2 years. Lots of them are morman, lol.. tuns of u problee donte ven know what that is, but there like all religous i guess.. cus its a kind of religon.. and idunno, i use to be all religous, and i still do belive in god.. but sometimes, id tihnk people were "over-religous".. but idunno, this is onna sound wierd, but i kind of miss like.. being religous. lol they all seemed to just be happy, and they were just normal, and funny, and nice.. and i problee just dont like them so much because of this, but it wus just cool lol. kay now i sound liek a loser, but whatever i dont care lol. Gosh, i really miss him though.. i hope the next 2 years go by really quickly.. cus i wanna go back.