God! What the hell is going on.. my parents finally stopped about moving, and all of the sudden my grampa calls today, and says hes got some new land and a huge house or something.. but its like hlaf n hour outside of calgary... god, i hate this.. i dont want to move..at all. Why dusnt anyone get that, god.. i hate it so mcuh. I dont wanna leave here, i lveo it here.. all my friends live here, and ughh.. i just liek it. I actually liek it.. i mean i never wanted to move from lethbridge, but.. i really like it here now, i miss it there sometimes... but im usually really happy here. So why do they want to move all over again, i mean god.. it sounds liek a freaking farm.. i swear, theres 5 horses there already... and ugh, i dont care about money or anythign, i just dont want to move... i dont want to move out of riverbend, i wouldnt even mind moving to a bigger house in riverbend, but i do not want to move away from here. UGHHHH i hate this... me n my brother are the only ones who dont want to move anywhere... and thats the only reason we havent moved anywhere yet... ugh i hate this... when something bad happens to me, evrything happens all at once.. i try not to complain, but ugh.. all this stuff with my family, n my dad.. evrythings coming back up with him.. i havent seen any of my friends lately, and there the ones who like.. take my head out of everything, i just miss them all.. it sounds liek there all having fun tho.. so i dunno.. i dont have much more to say except i get my wisdom teeth pulled out tomorrow... im not that scared anymore, i wus... but theres worse things that could happen right? xoxox