im not totally sure what i did... or what happened.. but it seems liek evn the slightest words from him, that leave me to wonder really scare me. Its stupid.. i mean i dont know why.. just he has like this effect on me.. its wierd. Im not even sure what happened...this is what happened. I havent seen him for a little bit now, and hes not gona be here for a bit again.. and so he asked if he could clal me tonight.. on msn, and i said yah.. cus i love tlaking to him lol.. but then, he said no wait.. im not sure if i will, and all that kind of stuff.. n i wusnt sure why. i mean maybe i did something?! i just, ughhh.... i hope i didnt.. god. so then he said hed heard something, and so he dusnt think he should. im not sure whats going on.. i just hope theres nothing. i mean, ughh... this is one thing with one person i dont want to be messed up. but whatever, i have no clue whats going on.. so im gonna leave it at that. Besides that.. i spent the whole day with jessie. i love that girl, lol shes so awsome. we had tuns of fun! We went to this lunch thing, and we saw brad working lol. wow hes so tall.. and then we saw the hartys.. lol all of them. Jake shaved his head almost.. its so awosme to touch tho.. and his cousin wus there too.. they look so much alike. Umm, we saw papp n her sister, n richard, ryan, jess, phil.. lol lots of people. it wus fun tho. Anyhways.. then we went to the breach, lol i loved it! it wus so mch fun, lol its like my special place now! i wanna bring people there.. but idunno if they will now.. just someone, who knows.. i hope so lol. anyways, thats about it.. im so bummed, i wanted to go to warp today. anyhoo, im out xO chels Ox