Ughhh, im so confussed. I stayed up all night with paker, lol.. it wus fun i guess, but im so tried now.. i went to bed at 5:30.. an woke up at like 3:00pm, lol. I hate waking up so late, it just messes evrything up.
Anyways.. my last entry wus kinda long, and all i did wus complain, but thats alot of what i do on here.. cus i dont really have another way to get it out. But heres something else.. theres this one guy, and im not sure if i like him, i mean i really dont want to anymore, at all.. becaus, idunno he just acts like hes to good for me all the time, and i really like someone else. But i dont know about that right now either. Evrythings just really confussing, cus some people say one thing, and then other people say another thing... and idunno it gets all messed up. And i dont wanna mess anything else up, so i just decided i wus gonna go along with whatever the other person wus doing. And, idunno we werent talking as much, and its wierd... i dont like it. i like this person so much, but idunno if they even know anymore. i just do. im just ont sure what i want right now... cus, its not only about me. I dont know whats so differnt about this time, theres just sumthing.. and i cant let go, its wierd...
Anyways, i dont think im gonna do much today.. i might just go see jess or sumthing. I cant wait till tomorrow, party! lol i just wanna have fun tomorrow... lol but i dont have much more to say, so im out
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x.Jae.x
You take care too..
don't worry so much.