I hate change.. i hate it so much.. I dont know why, but i just hate it when things change. people change, ur life changes, things change, people move, feelings change, things between 2 people change.. and i dont liek it at all. it sucks really. I know that soemtimes things change for the better, but not everything, and thats why i just dont like it. I mean.. okay, the reason im complaining about this is because something is changing between me n someone i care so much about.. i lvoe him so much, and i dont wanna like.. not be able to talk to him anymore. And were starting to liek change... but sometimes things change without u even noticing, and i tihnk i finally notcied.. but they havent. I just miss our conversations, i miss the one time we actually did anything. Its wierd.. how u take things for granted, and then when they like fgade away.. u really miss them. I dont want to try and keep things the same though, because theres a reason there changing... and i shouldnt mess with that. i just miss them.. even when i called there, to ask him to do something with me n my friend, and just hearing his voice made me happy.. but he had to go, and that wus it. We dont talk that much anymore, and he dusnt care like he did before. Well.. i just hope things change, i mean i go back to school on the 8th.. so things could get better then. I'm going to lethbridge today.. my dads coming soon.. so ive gotta go pack. Jakes coming home soon! umm.. there whole football team wus on tv last night, on sportscentre.. it wus cool lol. Thats about it, umm.. oh im going to vancouver with maria on monday for a week.. its gonna be awsome! i love that biatch lol haha.. anyways.. ive gotta go x0x0x0x "ive had u so many times.. but somehow i want more"