When i lived in lethbridge, i had a best friend... i had so many close friends, and then i left that all behind.. and i hate change more than anything in the world. But when i moved, things got better.. and ive got some really awsome friends, who i really wouldnt want to leave.. there so awsome, and i love them so much.. but ive got lots of good friends, and i dont have a best friend. I mean, ive got some super close friends, who i love soooo much, but theyve already got there best friends.. and idunno, i dont just have like one "really close group" of best friends, cus im always hanging out with everyone. So iduno.. its wierd. At school, theres always gonna be "groups." And grade 7, its wus everyone.. grade 8 it wus guys. and girls.. and i wus always inbetween, whilee veryone else stayed in there groups.. and idunno i wus talking to one of my friends, and she said that some of the girls felt that i liked the guys more, now idunno.. i mean its not that i like naymore less or more, i just.. ive known the guys longer, and truthfully.. i always feel out of place with the whole group of girls, idunno.. theyve already got there group.. and everyone just lables me as the nice one.. that theyll just let be there... i mean, idunno.. i just always feel out of place.. so i go hang out with the guys, but then.. its like they get mad, and they all want to. so i dont see why they dont... Ughh gosh, were note ven in school yet, and this dosnt matter out of school, i just really wanna best friend again.. im not saying i dont have really good friends, like linh.. i love you, weve been friends for so long, and id consider u one of my best firnds, lol but then uve got ur best firends in lethbridge... and then jessie. lol gosh i love u to death, ur so awsome.. but uve got mia.. and mias awsome! i dotn have anything against her, and u guys are awsome, so dont take this the wrong way. An maria, i love her to.. but shes got all her new friends.. and like idunno, girls at school, mac n kris n bailey n stuff, theyve all got there best firends too..l ol im just there. its wierd, i guess imjust complaining. Sometimes i think my best friends a guy, lol.. but, i want a girl lol. maybe i have one, maybe people are allowed to have mroe then one?.. lol who knows, but im just blabbering on, so im gonna go x0x chels