Im sucha messed up person.. i never know what i want. i mean lots of people dont understand me, but i dont even think i do right now. I never know wheather or not i really like someone or if there just super good friends, i mean how do u tell the difference unless something happens? Who knows, maybe its just me. But today.. i just realized that i really like someone.. and well, ive missed my chance. I just knew from people that i could still have a chance with them, so i didnt really think anything of it, but now i cant... and i realized that i actually do like them, alot. But im not gonna tell them, cus i dont wanna play with their mind.. lol if that makes any sence. Even when were talking, it seems a little differnt. i dont know why, he just dusnt seem to want to as much, and today wus the first day i found out he didnt, but whatever.... i guess no one really cares, so im gonna stop lol. Hmmm, i have soccer today.. i really dont feel like going. Thats all i do lately, is play soccer. lol.. my back kindah hurts tho, its messed up. oh macs going to grad today, im so happy for her! lol have fun!! im gonna miss lots of the grade 9s, some of them are so awsome. lol.. but yeah. I dont have much else to say, so im gonna go. -im sry if ive said anything on here thats like offended anyone, cus in one of the last entrys... i really try to get things out, without letting everyone i know get confussed, cus sometimes what they think, isnt at all what i meant. but i think i might have said something that might have hurt someone.. i didnt mean for it to at all..sry-