ok so now i'm waiting for my cuzz to get here. i've calmed down now. i need to take a brake finals have gotten me so aggrivated and stressed that i'm yelling at every one. thank you God for 3 day weekends. i'm soooooo stressed. i wish i would have worn pants today so then i could have gone riding with morganna and kyle. i think i'm not going to wake up till 12 tomarrow. i hate being awake. i'm sure i've said it before but i just hate it. bad things happen when you're awake. good things do too but not as often as they should. i need to go to church. i need to get back in my old routine. churchhas been different lately. these past few months have been hectic and we've been doing thngs we don't usually do. i want to sing again. it keeps me focused and since i haven't done it in so long i feel so drained. i need help. before i die of a heart attack. or some thing worse.