well...my computer has been out of commission thesepast days since my last entry...and mabe tomarrow because he is being re-booted...sniff...sniffy....yes its sad but we got her a new battery and i'm sure she make it through this...she's a strong ol' gal! well things are pretty much till the same between me and luke...i told him i want him back and then he suggested we get to know each other better (for a better relationship) i told im ok even though i didn't want to...but now i think its for the best...he bit my neck today...oh yeah! he still wants me... i've got a cold...its not fun but i'm surviving...perhaps i caughtthe virus from my computer..........bye! well here's a thing i got from jac...i took questions out though... Name:pearl Birthday: december 7th Birthplace: bakersfield Current mood: stuffy Current music: none...unless it comes from the tv Current taste: fudge pop! nummies! Current hair: down and beautifully unbrushed with a bobby-pin...tee hee Current clothes: a plaid/black/red/lacey/grey/white skirt...red/white/black/converse-like shoes...and a plain/black t-shirt with a pin that say "i love my grandma" Current annoyanc: my nails need to be re-painted Current smell: i can't...sniff... Current thing I ought to be doin: not eating this fudge-sicle and taking some vitamins Current windows open: notepad and my diarie Current favorite band: many many many Current book: none...i need to pay a little visit to my friend the library Current cd in stereo: i don't remember...jet? perhaps no doubt?...or mabe gavin degraw? Current crush: luke...doy! Current favorite celeb: drew barrymore, adam sandler Current hate: that i didn't give luke and i a chance...i let the attention from the public get to me...i'm so bad with that sort of unwanted attention Have a dream that keeps coming back?:i think i may have but i don't remember it till i have it again...huh?...its awkward Remember your first love?: yes...it was only like a month ago...wow it seems like just yesterday...huh... Still love him/her?: duh Read the newspaper?: some times Have any gay or lesbian friends?: no...if they are they are still in the closet... Believe in miracles?: amen brother and/or sister!... Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others:? until they bug me...tee hee! Have a favorite candy?: licorice ropes...good n plenty...and fruity stuff Believe in astrology?: no Believe in magic?: yes its satanic and demonic and its all the devil Believe in god?: yes Have any pets: 4 dogs: max, molly, moe, chica...4cats: fred, ricky, simon, dingus Have any piercings?: 2 in each ear Have any tattoos?: noop Hate yourself: most of the time but not really today Have an obsession?: uh...i don't like dirty hands Have a best friend?: yes...morganna... Wish on stars?: not really...i do the cattle guard thing though...touch something metal, hold your feet up, close your eyes and make a wish while you drive over one (not recomended if you yourself are the driver) Care about looks?: yes *sigh*...mine mostly First crush: andrew...jerk... First kiss: luke...and i'll never regret it...my first entry in this diarie was about my being 17 and never been kissed...well things have changed *sigh* Ever been in love?: yes Do you believe in love at first sight?: : no Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? no...ickies! Have you ever been intoxicated? not my style Are you a tease? no Shy to make the first move?: well i haven't really been in a lot of those situations...but he did...tee hee Hair: mine? shoulder length wavy and who the hell know what color... Eyes: dark blue...not a whole lot of brown around the pupil... practicly all dark blue...i love my eyes...the only thing i like about myself some times... Height: 5'3' *5 things you are wearing* 1. plaid skirt 2. shoes 3. black t-shirt 4. bracelets 5. pin that says "i love my grandma" *5 things you ate in the last 24 hours* 1. cheddar cheese crackers 2. cadbury egg 3. bagel and cream cheese 4. fudgsicle 5. energy bar Lied in the last 24 hours? who knows...probably Betrayed a friend? not in the last 24 hours...actually not at all...or at least not for a long time Been to jail? noop Cheated on someone? no one to cheat on Used someone? no i can't do that to people...i don't believe in it Mooned someone? no but every one at my school has been mooned by dustin Kissed someone? yeah baby! wooo! Held hands? with luke Hugged someone? luke today French kissed? yes Stolen money? from my dad's change bowl when i was little to go to the store and get skittles... Stolen money from family? didn't i just answer that? Stolen drugs from family? like what? muscle relaxers? no... Been convicted of a crime? no Been called a whore? no Been called a bitch? yes Tried to kill someone else? it was the last day of school and we're actually good friends now! Told someone you hated them? my sister everytime we fight...and any one else i fight with...but thats usually in my room and i'm screaming in my head at my reflexion...i tell myself i hate myself a lot though too...huh...