yes today its disappointed! because morganna knows that i don't like her drinking (and it could be because i don't want to see her in a casket like she almost was once)i don't understand! why people have to drink!? NO it doesn't get rid of your problems! and NO you DON'T have to do it because every one else is doing it! I DON'T CARE IF IT "RUNS IN THE FAMILY" BECAUSE IT DOESN'T! YOU ARE YOUR OWN PERSON! YOU DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW THAT CURSE! ALCOHOL ISN'T GOOD! AND IT KILLS! TOO MANY PEOPLE HAVE DIED BECAUSE OF IT! WHETHER BY BEING HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER OR DRINKING TOO MUCH THEIR BRAIN DISSOLVES INTO NOTHING! SARAH'S DAD MORGANNA! YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM! DO YOU WANT TO END UP LIKE THAT!? SURE YOU MAY NOT DRINK ALL THE TIME BUT JUST DRINKING A LITTLE BIT CAN LEAD TO DRINKING ALOTTA BIT! it hurts me every time you talk about it...morganna i don't want to see you hurt or hurting others...and most of all i don't want to see you dead. i don't want to have to worry about you every weekend morganna. i can't stand hoping to see you at school again. i hate it so much and staci hates it too! you think you would have learned that night...and you know what night i'm talking about. i wasn't your friend then but i know about it and i hate that you put yourself at risk. it scares me and it scares staci. so anyways! i had to get that out! i'm going to the movies tonight to see "50 first dates" with staci tonight. first i have to go to cyndy's for skit practice. i hope practice is over before 7:00. eeek! well i should go get ready now...!