kinda excited but eh...i'm tired and thirsty. all ready for tonight...lets see...uh an hour and 45 minutes early....i'm a little hot too...well i'm wearing a skirt and flip-flops...and a black shirt with a white sorta sweater over...and just got done doing my hair...so i'm a little hot... painted my nails...pink w/ green stars...to match today's colors and tomarrow's...pink and black tonight...green and black tomarrow... i wish i had my camera...i miss it so much...i wish i could take a decent picture of myself to send to chris...i love him so much...i wish i could be with him right now...i just can't help but think things might be different when we meet...mabe i'm just scared to mess things up...i do that sometimes... like i messed up highschool, with all this not graduating and stuff...its not that i'm lazy...its a lack of motivation...and my school's faculty is so horrible...smart teachers who don't know how to teach...and teachers who can teach but don't know what to teach... anyways...found out that all the parents are sewing hewlet...or his mom cuz he isn't 18...which is messed up because sierra's parents don't care about her anyways. she was living with sunny or hewlet...who knows...but i feel way sorry for them...to know what i'm talking about read entry "can't get you outta my head" ...ok so i'm talking to denise now...tootles!!! i love chris!!!