i sang on worship team both services today...i thought it went well enough...every one liked it...except april....every one else i came in contact told me i sounded great and some even told me i was what made it sound good...except april...she told me i sucked and i can't sing and she hates my voice...the only opinion that mattered to me...it shouldn't but it did...i can't think of one time my whole life she has complimented me...NOT ONCE!!! THATS ALL I EVER ASKED FOR! IS ONE LOUSEY COMMENT FROM MY SISTER!!! MORGANNA YOU WERE RIGHT!!! MY SISTER IS A B-WORD!!! AND SHE IS ANNOYING!!! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO HER ALL DAY! I WAS NICE! ALLLLLLL DAY FRICKEN LONG!!!!! EVEN WHEN WE WENT TO THE PARK AND SHE TOLD ME I SUCKED AT B-BAL!!! what i don't get is WHY? why can't she be nice to me....despite everything she's done to me i still love her like i should... why can't she be like other younger siblings in this world and look up to me? why? anyways....mom is sorta going crazy with next week and she decided that april is grounded from the tv for what she did to me...but i just don't get to watch it...and i don't get to be on the computer...because i don't do anything...so i'll get on at school even though my account is locked out...so i'll have to borrow morganna's...i'll also just read...i love reading but april is going to be pretty pissy because of her "loss". mom said i can watch it before i go to bed...i don't think april can though.... taking our recycleables in tomarrow...i'm gunna get a hair cut with my share of the money...minimum day tomarrow!!! YAY!!!!!!! i love these 12:35 bus rides!!!..... but yeah...mabe going to bakes tomarrow....BIG MABE!!! but i need skirts and shorts and thongs(flip-flops, sandals what have you)....i think thats all for now...my entries should be pretty short next week so i don't get caught...what can i say? i'm a rebel! catch ya'll on the flip-side!