we fight one day then the next its like it never happened. the pain might still be there but we just push it aside for a later date. the next time the putdowns roll of the tongue like its nothing. like you don't care because the object of all your hatred has no feelings and feels no pain. like she is invinsible when in fact she hurts just as you. name calling and raw agresstion are nothing. they are almost routine. any ways i've forgiven april...morganna isn't here today. see she went to the dentist and got her teeth fixed (route canal and fillings) so she left her barbell out and well it closed a little and she had to sorta re-pierce it again and she said it was all swollen and "it hurt too much to come to school"...boo hoo...oh well. i hung out with april today and it was fun... we got to do the whole inside joke thing...my friends and i have our own...just april and i have sooooooo many...that we could have a whole conversation using them...thats one of the few reasons i like my sister. we are kinda like twins....NOT IDENTICAL!...she is like 2 inches taller than me and she looks younger...freshman...but when our parents and other sisters (who by the way baby her and think she is the shizz)we are like 2 peas in a pod... anyways i pray i will go shopping today...i need some shoes for winter formal... they're gunna hafta be purty tall...a hur hur. like my hill billy talk'n? i promise i'll never do it again!