well now that i know nothing will ever happen between luke and me...ya know i should feel a lot worse...shouldn't i? he didn't call last night...so i know he is so not right for me...i thought he was...but now i know he isn't...to make this transition easier for me...i listed all the bad things about him.... 1. he's my heighth...or mabe even a centimeter shorter and not getting very much taller... 2. he doesn't go to church and doesn't even want to set foot in there thinking he'll blow up or some crap like that... 3. he's almost a year younger than me (can you believe it?) in the same grade but still younger... 4. he has an inferiority complex... 5. way too into things i have no interest in (anamae for instance) 6. he's skinnier than me...BIG NO NO!!! 7. his hands are smaller...eww 8. i can barely see his face because his hair is always in it or his beanie it...ugh! 9. his first love was over the internet...like they'd ever be together...one of those kinds that you'll never stop lovving the person...with some one over an internet...pleeeaaassse...the chances of those actually working out are slim to none! 10. he isn't as easy to talk to in person as he is on the phone...my guy has to be easier to talk to in person and well luke just isn't right for me... 11. those freshman girls...jeez...you can have him...he wont be all you dreamed of! BELIEVE ME!!! ok i think 11 reasons is enough! so anyways...tonights the zone...master's commission is coming and doing the whole thing...we are having a potluck for them...we're bringing fried chicken and pasta salad...yums! i probably wont eat it though....kyle will be there...he's in master's commission and i hope he has a cute single friend...tee hee! j/k...nathan will be there SQUEE!! which reminds me i need to call him and remind him...so laters!!!