please don't drink tonight please be careful you NEED to get home all-right! my true best friend united till the end! i don't want to see you in there that black bag on the road the thought of it almost happening once scares me to think it could really happen i love you so much the most permanent friend i'll miss you if you don't come back but i'll be thankful for the un-vite for you might have saved my life please don't drink tonight since vons i've had a stomache ache it frightens me to think this guy could kill you i'm fearing for your life i have this bad feeling inside please don't drink tonight you may have guessed it but my best friend is morganna...we were suppose to do something today for sarah's 18th birthday..she called and said they weren't going to do anything anymore...i knew it then that she just didn't want to tell me not to come... i went shopping with my mom...for dinner...and while checking out at vons morganna and sean walk in...they're getting chips and going to sean's or garek's and they're having a party...i was uninvited...i'm fine and i know she uninvited me because i DON'T party and she knows...i don't drink...i knew she was doing something...and i knew i wouldn't want to be included...but still...i'm scared for her because...after yesterday...I KNOW WITH EVERY PIECE OF MATTER THAT MAKES ME UP...THAT SEAN IS NOT SAFE!!! he almost killed us in the canyon and even now i'm still shakin up and crying...thats how bad it was...seeing your life flash before your eyes is an under-statement for what happened yesterday...i saw us all dead...i'm scared for her...i just hope she gets home all-right...sean drives like a maniac and i think he might have at least one drink tonight...one drink is all it takes to kill some one... on a lighter note!!! i got my hair cut and it is so totally cute! brushing is not neccesary...