well its sunday morning and i'm not at church...suppose to be there at 8:15 for practice...not going...too angry...and its 8:24...i'll have to help with worship after everyone is gone...i don't want this burden....i'm rebelling against this burden!... LIKE THE NEW SETTINGS!!?? UPDATE: ok i understand that God told them to go...but it still hurts...and i still don't feel like talking...*cries*... yes...another UPDATE!!! I got ready...for nothing...cuz i'm not going anywhere...i would like to...i got dressed and even put make-up on and did my hair...for nothing...i have no plans...mabe there's a reason i'm ready...maybe someone will come get me...yeah right...oh well...at least i'm dressed and out of my pajamas...lmao...i'm nuts! UPDATE!!! YEAH ANOTHER ONE!!! well april pissed me off....just cuz God isn't mentioned in the song doesn't mean its not christian...TVU a christian music channel...for TEENS!!! SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH CUSSING AND ALL THAT CRAP IN TODAYS 'WORLDLY' MUSIC!!!...ITS AN ALTERNATIVE, SAFE, CHANEL....20 TIMES BETTER THAN MTV!...AND SHE SAYS THERES A SONG SHE DOESN'T LIKE CUZ IT DOESN'T SEEM 'CHRISTIAN!' WTH! GET A CLUE!!! THE ARTIST! IS A CHRISTIAN SO THATS WHY THAT SONG HAS A VIDEO AND ITS ON THERE!!! I'M PRETTY DAMN SURE HE SINGS ABOUT GOD IN OTHER SONGS ON HIS CD!!!...SHE'S SO DUMB SOMETIMES!!!