well my lack of love for school must be genetic...its the only explanation...neither of my parents graduated so i was destined for failure from the beginning...and if it ever seemed i was interested in school it was purely social...not educational...just social...i am destined to fail...i didn't even know that my history final was tuesday...if i'd known i would be prepared...i haven't payed attention and i can't pass without preparation...i haven't studied cuz i brought nothing home with me...i will fail...and i will not graduate...mabe i'll write that on my final and Mr. C will take pity on my poor wretched sould... UPDATE!!! the funniest thinng happened... on our way home from church... my dad picks up whatever looks interesting thats in the middle of the road...well we have a bunch of tourists and stuff...so there is bound to be something interesting in the road...well dad thought it was a wallet...when he picked it up it was a book...we drive off mom opens it...its called "on the down low"...its about straight black men who have sex with other men...yes we got rid of it quickly...on the side of the road...and we had company in the car...a woman named cathy who needed a ride to church...it was soooo funny....we laughed all the way home and made jokes about gay juice...it was sooo great!...lmao...